Seems I have a tendency to wait at least a month before I finally sit down and write what's been going on. >>
Well, moving out of the house has been a hit and a miss depending on whether I find a roommate, or get approved to shitty apartments. I quit my second job and am working towards a higher position at my current one as it is a position I would enjoy doing and get paid better in.
There is a new love in my life... who happens to be my boss. >< Awkward, but adventersome, this situation has put me in a lot of amazing moments. He is respectful, selfless, caring, protective, handsome, funny, and with this personality I just adore. He gives without expecting to take. Something I thought other human beings weren't capable of. Especially from my experiences last year. He listens even if I don't desire a response. He doesn't hesitate to tell me his thoughts and opinions, which is something hard to come by and despite us being introverts, we feed off of each other's energy.
He has helped me so much this past month that I can't possibly get into the details due to the seemingly endless list.
Things with my family are starting to get better as well. Finding that medium is still a great challenge though and I know it will be easier on everyone once I move out. My problem is finding someone close by who is somewhat compatible with my expectations. If worse comes to worse though, I may have to make a hard decision with a backup plan. As much as I'd prefer this option, it's not the most ideal and has risks I hope I don't have to take yet. I'd go into details, but that isn't something to be shared so pubicly. ^^ Sorry.
Regardless, things are looking up. I'm hoping to keep to my upcoming New Year's resolution, which is simply to have a fresh year. A real restart for my family and I as well as my life.