Things Are Coming Together

With a job I'm about to start, my channel getting larger, my Twitch hitting over 100 followers, my Neons getting the attention they deserve, and my family and I becoming closer, things are finally starting to slow down a little.

There are still quite a few bumps to go through though. I got ANOTHER job that I have to debate upon taking, since they are both part-time, for scheduling reasons, I have to continue searching for a full time to stick to AND with one that pays over minimum wage since I will not make enough to buy a car even if I work 40 hours a week. Not with all the other expenses I will have to add on it. However, because I have a couple jobs to start with, income will be nice to have so I can build up to the point that I was at a year ago before I spent all my life savings on a family I thought I was going to be with forever. Welp, time to bring back the last 8 grand I threw at them. 

With that, my Twitch streaming has begun to happen on a more regular bases. I get people asking me all the time to stream as they really seem to enjoy it! Once the job starts, I'll be getting Nightbot to regulate the chat a bit more in regards to word usage, commands, and music suggestions. I can also use it for an RNG for giveaways. ^^

YouTube keeps being a hit and miss. I've been getting music copyright attacks for songs that are NOT copyrightable, but I HAVE to provide permission from the composer/company or else I could lose my YouTube license. *Huffs* I made some phone calls though and this idiocy will soon be cleared and I can move on enjoying Ori and the Blind Forest. 

Thal has become an even greater being to me. The more I think about him, the more I know I'm right in my beliefs. I haven't done anything more with him on my wall, but I literally have had no time to do so. e-e 

I am also starting to make friends outside of the computer! I met William who is a seriously awesome nerd who has the same interests as me from games, anime, and even personal similarities. He's a wonderful friend and we clicked right away! He was the one who even asked about doing more things together which I totally agree with!!

I will admit though, it's been seriously difficult to get to know my real family better when all that has been happening is drama and chaos. With a death in the family, and other legality issues, we are having a serious struggle getting to know each other. Too many emotions and personalities... especially since I was simply thrown into their lives. I wanted to take it slow and get to know them, but I really had no choice. Regardless, I have done way better with my brothers then when I first moved in. They always want to chat with me and play games and I do admit I enjoy it greatly! It's amazing how attached you get to these boys. They may have their bumps, but I have NEVER seen such great kids! Even cooler is they're my brothers and I love them to death. ^^ 

Sadly, my step-father and I are not getting along very well. Though we do have some geeky moment every now and then, he has proven to be more self-centered than I thought and it's not just me who thinks this. It's just how he grew up. Not spoiled or anything, but just with the fact that his father is INSANELY selfish in EVERY way possible it's scary. With that in mind, he has NO way of knowing how to talk to me on a personal level. So we've been trying to figure it out, but it's a stressful process. e-e

Regardless, everything is finally seeming like it's going to calm down. If I jinx myself I swear to the Gods!!!!!! XD